drink now question what you’re doing later
I actually started screaming “AM I MOR-” really loudly and now I’m amazed and embarrassed at the same time.
watThis is brilliant!!
“ I am gone quite mad with the knowledge of accepting the overwhelming number of things I can never know, places I can never go, and people I can never be. ”
Sylvia Plath (via psych-facts)
Looking back through my facebook profile from this year everything is all good times until June when I lost my job. I dunno if it’s the whole growing up thing that makes you like this but ever since I lost my job at odeon I’ve been a bitter,negative asshole. I complained about working there a few times thinking it was terrible but it was only after I left did I realise how great it was working there. Getting on with everyone there and actually liking them was a huge thing as going to work could actually be fun most days if I had the right employees and I had some really good times with people. Plus cause I’d been there so long I was actually really good at my job which was cool to actually feel good at something and having a constant steady income was awesome which I kinda took for granted. Was getting pretty far with driving too, a month or so away from doing my test. Fast foward 6 months I hate everything. I rarely go out anymore cause everyone fucked off to uni and I work most nights, have no money anymore, and have college the days I’m not at work which knacker me out as I hadn’t had a constant 7am wake-up for like 3 years and I was used to 4am bedtimes. Plus everyone seems to have the same attitude of staying in cause they’re tired which we didn’t give a shit about when we were 18 we went out constantly regardless of the shit we needed to do or how tired we were. No more driving cause I can’t afford it getting paid weekly so all those lessons are becoming a waste the further and further I wait. I’m doing 4/5 hours shifts which were nothing at other jobs but stacking shelves for 4 hours is mindnumbing to the point where it might as well be 10 hours. I’ve complained constantly since June, how shit losing my job was, how new job sucks blah blah. I hate people who whine and bitch constantly yet I’ve become that guy. It’s all I do now. Ugh got so much college work to do, ugh got work tommorow, ugh I’m being a little bitch ugh UGH. If I could see myself I’d slap myself. It’s been 6 months since I lost the best job I’ve had and instead of moving on, I’ve been angry and just moved between jobs and hated them all and hated most of the people I’ve worked with. Yeah some of them are alright but given the choice to hang out with them.. I’d probably say no. Everyone at odeon were a bunch of awkward nerds/weirdo like me, I find it unlikely I’ll find another job where I can gel as much with the employees as much as I did at Odeon. Yeah it was just a job, but it was a job where I felt comfortable in the environment and loved working with the people I did they were truly legends that made work less like work and more like school but without the teachers/lessons/assholes and more public. I had to leave eventually I guess but I kinda wanted to do that myself. I guess Everyone’s coming back from uni in the next week so I should have a good end of year =] miss everyone so much it’s insane guess that hasn’t helped.
Fuck you David Williams, all I did was like a status.
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It has begun
Tried and true American Horror Story drinking game (created by my roommate Marissa Gomez).
EXTREME MODE: 1 Drink every time there’s blood.
"When I get bored in Skyrim, I find a family and wait in their house for them to start eating dinner. I then jump from the shadows and stomp all over their meal while they watch in horror."
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This year takes the award for worst year. All I feel is bitterness atm ugh